Never mind

I'm strong, I know I am.
I could climb a mountain or fly a plane if I set my mind to.
I can carry my heart in my bare hand,
give it to you without regret, even if I'm scared to death.
Loving you doesn't make me weaker, it gives me the strength to fight for you,
to love you beyond my own sanity,
to walk away when there's nothing left to do.
I'm strong, much more than you gave me credit for.
But I feel week when I remember your arms holding me warm.
Not because of you, not because you left when there was something left to do,
Just because my heart goes faster whenever I think of you,
'cause my mind needs to hold on to pieces of what has been, and never really was.
We are one of a kind, the same fears, the same love.
I'm only stronger than you, and I know that now.
It takes a tougher person to love and stay, rather than run away and hide.
If I could have seen it sooner, maybe, maybe...
It doesn't really matter, my heart's still yours,
week or strong, blinded or just scared,
you'll be in my soul until... you're not anymore,
until one day I'll find myself not thinking of you every day,
until one day the tears won't fall down so often,
until one crazy day, when I would finally say goodbye.
Till then... I'll just keep writting.